Whatâ??s worse than your absence is your existence
when i cant express my feelings for you.
when my heart desires you with great persistence
and still my dreams do not come true.
what hurts the most is to be glad that your gone
and miss you at the same time.
i keep telling myself that i should move on
but your love is just so sublime.
and once i think i've gotten over you
you appear in my life once more.
then my feelings become fresh and new
and your company i start dying for.
it kills me to watch you come and go
when thereâ??s nothing that i can do.
except cry and allow my passion to grow
and leave my pained heart to miss you.
oh, the sorrow and the grief i have endured
each time you would walk away.
will my injured heart ever be cured,
or will the wounds eternally stay?
if they told me that loving you was a crime
then i'm not innocent at all.
cause iâ??ll love you till the end of time
and this love will always call.
