Little black diary

In her little black diary she writes.
Would anyone care if she ended her life?
She just might.
Her diary is the only one she can tell things to.
She has friends,but only a few.
She writes as tears roll down her soft cheeks.
Why does everyone think shes a freak?
No one will give her a chance.
Only a little glance.
In her little black diary she writes.
Her pen scribbles and dances around all night.
She can't fix what went wrong.
She listens to the song that reminds her of the guy.
The guy that used to hold her when she'd cry.
Three months ago her love died.
A month before she became his bride.
A horrible car wreck took his life.
Her days and nights consist of a thousand crystal tears.
go near her? no one would dare.
She won't get out of bed.
His death is taking over her head.
She stopped caring how she looked.
Started drinking whiskey, now shes hooked.
Shes in and out of hospitals for cutting her wrist.
So many memory's of him that she miss.
Would anyone care if she ended her life?
She just might.
But until then, In her little black diary she writes.

*Chelsea*