Sick And Tired

*Another "Song"/poem...*

Have you ever felt so low,
that your head was beneath your feet,
have you ever gone so far,
it was just too late to retreat,
have you ever cried so much,
you thought you ran right out of tears,
have you ever died so much,
that you just lost all of your fears,
have you ever been so hurt,
that your pain and hurt did not show,
have you ever felt so bad,
that sad was was all that you could know,

Well, I'm sick and tired,
of being sick and tired,
oh, I'm sick and tired,
of this life I live,
yes, I'm sick and tired,
of being sick and tired,
oh, I'm sick and tired,
of the way I bend,

I can't keep bending, hoping I don't break,
I'm just defending, my life is at stake,
I'm not pretending, to be something fake,
it's never ending, why can't I awake,
now I'm descending, in this hole I make,
so apprehending, all my bones now ache,
mental destruction, sanity is gone,
evil seduction, I just can't hold on,
my introduction, to what I am drawn,
the repercussion, has been called upon,
my life's reduction, ending with the dawn,
lacking instruction, nothing but a pawn,

Well, I'm sick and tired,
of being sick and tired,
oh, I'm sick and tired,
of this life I live,
yes, I'm sick and tired,
of being sick and tired,
oh, I'm sick and tired,
of the way I bend,

My time is over, my day is now done,
my life grows colder, with nowhere to run,
my world is ending, an exploding sun,
my hope is fading, with the empty gun,
my dreams diminished, along with my pride,
my days are finished, with no place to hide,
my final failure, even though I tried,
my final torture, is not suicide,
my life continues, my ending on hold,
my brand new venues, are already old,
my mind can confuse, the warmth for the cold,
my heart is refuse, and my carcass, sold,

Well, I'm sick and tired,
of being sick and tired,
oh, I'm sick and tired,
of this life I live,
yes, I'm sick and tired,
of being sick and tired,
oh, I'm sick and tired,
of the way I bend,

Well, I'm sick and tired,
of being sick and tired,
oh, I'm sick and tired,
of this life I live,
yes, I'm sick and tired,
of being sick and tired,
oh, I'm sick and tired,
of the way I bend,

But I refuse to break,
help me for Heaven's sake,
I refuse, refuse to fold,
no more doing what I'm told,

'Cause I'm sick and tired,
of being sick and tired,
oh, I'm sick and tired,
of this life I live,
yes, I'm sick and tired,
of being sick and tired,
oh, I'm sick and tired,
but I will not bend...