Dad

Why do i spend all my time
trying to find someone to replace him
he was the one who left me
but i still want him here
so i look for someone like him
who wont leave me in the dark
someone who's face reminds me
of that special mark
I'm looking for someone older
that i can always trust
Ive done it before but it hasn't worked
it just leaves me colder
i lead them on then drop them like that
i cant seem to help it
Ive now realized
i cant replace someone like him and it makes me real sad that the one person
who makes me feel this way is
my dad