Asking why im mad

You ask why I'm mad
please don't pretend you love me
i couldn't go through the pain again
I couldn't go on living
the way i did before

Don't tell me you love me
if you don't
don't tell me you need me
if you don't give a damn

Don't pretend love is just a game and everyone is playing
cause i was not
i didn't get the choice to play
you took what i offered for granted

You took me for granted and threw me away
Don't pretend today is a new day
Cause its not
Another day of hiding my pain
masking it to

Never letting anyone get too close
in case they see whats left of my heart
the very heart that you ripped apart

Now I'm left with two little boys that will never see their dad
and you ask why I'm mad?