Why?

I cant believe that he did this to me,
after all i did for him,
he wanted me to become a gang banger, so i did, i did every thing he asked me to do, so why did he leave me? he said that we'd be together forever.he says i dont know him but i do we've been friends for the last 16 years,
i never want to here about you again, i never want to see your face, hear your voice, or hear your name again, because i know if i do i'll go back to you and it will start all over again. i want some one who will not break my heart.

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this is for my ex-boyfriend nick who lives in PA