Never Thought

I'm sitting at my desk all alone
wondering why can't i be like those girls
over there i want to know how it feels to laugh
what it feels like to be in love
what it feels like to have a friend
But i seem to ask for so much
Since i am hated so much
why would anyone care if i died
I'm just a girl no one cares about
I Don't see why i live
When everyone See's through me
i wonder if i is my fate to take those pills
Here i go one than two then thirty
i feel myself slowly getting weaker
I know I'm almost gone
but as i slowly died i remember my family
they always loved me
What am i doing to them!
i forgot and now i will never live
The life i wanted
Just because i never thought about my actions