Pain and betary

In my room i stand alone with no one there to help with my pain and trouble i once have a Friend i dearly love and care i would do anything to make him happy because he was my only Friend that i ever have but one day he said he never want to see me i cry and cry each night in my room everything is cold I'm slowly drying the wounded i mad today is making me weak hurt i feel happy because i will finally be free from my pain and sadness i grab my knife and cut again just to deep my wound more so no one can stop me from drying i have no one to live for he hurt me he betray me i feel more empty then before i see only darkness i slowly falling to sleep i heard my door open and i look and i saw him i couldn't believe i couldn't talk his eye i saw sadness and sorriness i cry why are u here leave now let me die he said no and hug me i stop I'm sorry you were my best Friend now i know that and i will help you with your problem