Waste of Time

Why is it
That I'm always alone?
I try to make friends.
I try to be part of things.
But it seems like no one wants me in -
They all push me away.
What is wrong with me
That no one wants me around?

" It's losers like you
Who give humans a bad name, "
They would say.

But still I try to somehow fit in.
I work my ass off
To be one of them,
But my efforts are in vain -
They still see me
As a waste of time.

I'll never be good enough
To fit in with them,
Why continue to try?
They don't notice me.
They'll never notice if I'm gone.
They wouldn't care...

04 August 2004