Is it possible to feel alive when your already dead, mommy?

I feel the fire
burning within
piercing my soul
dragging me in

i try to hide
try to bottle it up
but the fear is overwhelming
it's locking me in

i feel the water
soaking me in
drenching my pain
with it's smooth, gentle waves.

don't you leave me here
please take my hand
we'll run away
never come back again

i feel the dirt
clogging my lungs
paralyzing my words
in it's vicious thoughts

no one to help me
no one to care
im all alone now
i'll miss that sweet, fresh air.