No Feelings No Pain

When my lips move, I feel their shaking
I walk forwards, I move back
My heart in pain, never ending aching
I look pale, I dress in black

Anger, depression, I want to feel
Yet my heart grants me none
I try my best, I cover and conceal
But I fear its only just begun

My world is spinning, what I know is lost
A weight is layed, heavily on my chest
My heart covered in a thinkening frost
When I feel nothing, I feel depressed

Its all hurt from now on
I must keep going, I must live on

It crushed, and killed me
Never, ever, was I anywhere near happy

So this is the total end
I hope you'll be my loving friend