If Then

Nothing I did could prevent it
I never meant to do it
Yet it had to be done
And I am truly sorry

It hadn't worked out
Everything went wrong
Although I need you
I can't take it back

If only you hadn't done so
I never would have done it
If only you hadn't betrayed me
I do truly miss you

I wish I could forgive you
I wish you hadn't done it
But since you did
We can't be one again

The thing is I love you
But you went against me
You betrayed your own feelings
If only you weren't tempted

Now I need a friend
Someone to hold dear
If only you had been there
I could still hold you near

If I give you a chance
I'd be against myself
Even though I love you
You can't take it back

If then
If only
If since
If forgiven

I can't stand it
This feeling of love
Only I cant forgive you
We need to part

Away we go
Never looking back
You must feel aweful
If then you would only learn