Locked Inside Myself

This skin is tightening up all around,
My feet are slowly sinking into the ground.
I feel my eyes falling out my head.
As I lay, fully constricted, upon my bed.

I feel this pain when I move from place to place,
No longer to recognize my very own face.
What has happened to me over these years?
Why have I been sculpted based upon my fears?

I asked myself what is wrong with me?
I need assistance, please help set me free.
I'm locked inside myself...nowhere to go.
I need someone to help me from this low.

This skin is crawling with fear and misery.
My feet are slowly departing from me.
I feel as though I'm in pieces, all over the room.
Is this the way I'll face my final doom?

I feel this pain. I feel this hatred through my veins,
I need freedom! Please get rid of the pain.
What is controlling me, to be the way I've become?
I need some help, please someone help me to freedom...

I asked myself, what is wrong with me now?
I need guidance to get out of this hell somehow.
I'm locked inside...nowhere to hide.
Have I been shaped by the tears I've cried?

~*Who Cares?*~
so true, so true. i feel like I'm not even myself anymore...but some other random person. bleh