Why?

Why must I destroy everything I have?
Every-time I get something,In a matter of time it's gone.
I've lost two special things in my life in one day.
It really sucks that I feel so bad about losing,people I love.
I just sat here thinking why must I destroy everything I have?
I don't understand why.
I really don't understand.
But all I understand is everything I get I destroy it.
Some way,Some how,I will destroy it.