2 years we were best friends
"best friends until the very end"
For 2 years we were close as ever
"together forever"
Then one summer holiday
You sent a text message
You asked me to keep a secret
I promised you I would
If I had've known
What that secret was
I never would have said
That I promise
You know me
I say I promise
You know me
I won't break that promise
You put me in a position
Where I didn't know what to do
Keep the promise and keep the secret
Or tell the secret and let them know
You asked me to keep the secret
That you were beginning
To hate our other friends
For the stupidest reason
I tried to keep it so bad
But when it came down
To having a heart to heart conversation with a friend
I let it slip
And guess what
I'm glad I told them
I remember telling you after you turned against me
"I'm sorry I told them, but I'm not sorry they found out"
You turned against and hated me
Because I told the truth
The truth that you couldn't
Because you didn't want to hurt them
After that fight we all had
I told you I couldn't be best friends with you
You blamed me for it all happening
If you had've told them it wouldn't have happened the way it did
We were still friends though
Because we were still good friends
I thought our friendship was special
Obviously I was wrong
I remember us talking about
Wanting to be friends forever
How you were talking about your auntie and her friend
Being so close from primary school and their in their 20s now
I remember you saying you wanted that with me
I just don't understand
How I could believe all the things you said
After lying to the others
Pretending to be their friend
I should've realized then
What kind of a friend you were
But I guess you manipulated me
By the words you said and looking as though you cared
I was a sucker
Who wanted to be friends with everyone
Who wanted everyone to be happy
I even put my happiness aside
To make everyone else happy
This time it didn't work
I tried to put you first but I couldn't
I was so sick of all your sh*t
I couldn't take it anymore
You got on the wrong side of me
And you know that's hard to do
So imagine how far you had to go
Before you got me there
I'm not the one to blame
I know now or at least think
You were planning all this
For months
How many times can you do this to someone
Without it breaking your own heart
How can you do this to someone
And not have a care in the world
Oh how looks can be deceiving
Oh how words can be deceiving too
