ALL THE HAPPINESS FADES AWAY

HAPPINESS FADES AWAY
All the happiness fades away,
Along with all the good memories that I kept locked away.
I try so hard to feel my days with joy
But all the darkness that I try to avoid,
Just pulls me down and it make’s me weak,
It makes me feel so incomplete.
At night I ask God to send me happiness and bliss,
And every thing that I miss.
But the very thing that I need again,
Is someone to save me someone like a friend?
I think I’m falling from the inside,
Afraid to show it to the world outside
I burry the hurt deep inside,
Hoping it would go away,
But in my heart I know it’s going to stay.
I don’t want to fake being happy anymore
But somehow I have to cover these sores.