So there is this boy.. who i fell in love with at the age of 11.
He himself had fallen in love, and with me at that.
We were bestfriends together in heaven.
Drugs overcame him and altered his personality.
No longer could i see the boy that i had fallen so deeply in love with.
We faught way too often not like us at all, deep down i beleived the drugs made him hate me.
He saw i was hurt and left town to get away from his addiction.
For 2 years i cried and at the end of 3 years i thought i was over him.
He came back, clean and claiming to still love me, to get me back was his main mission.
So there is this boy... who i fell in love with and unsure if i could trust him anymore.
He tells me to try to trust him because he loves me without a doubt.
I so badly i want to trust him and i think i will try, trying is the best i can do since my heart has been tore.
