All Along

A room was full of smiles
Sadly those were masks
Doctors and parents
Trying to tell me my feelings
were just an act..

That it was all in my head
Nothing was wrong really
They can plainly see I'm hurt
Yet refuses to take me seriously..

They don't see me cry at night
Or hear the thoughts inside
The voices telling me just to give up
Just to go die...

Nor can they hear my screams
That pierce the loudest storm
She really wants attention
Let's give her more....

They will never understand...
I hate people looking at me
I hate people telling me I'm wrong
Maybe it's just myself..
That I've hated all along..