FEEL

I'm sitting in the darkest corner
Away from the light
I'm trying to get through
Another horrifying night

I'm looking down at my wrists
I'm tracing all the scars
I can FEEL the blood trickling
Down and down my arm

I'm looking up at the sky
I'm staring at the stars
I'm trying to imagine my life
If I didn't have these scars

I'm thinking to myself
Is being like this normal
Hating yourself in so many ways
Or being depressed to be more formal

I'm asking myself if I'm
The only one like this?
The only who looks at their life
And says I hate this sh.it

I'm FEELing like I've had enough
I'm wanting to throw it away
But I have too much pride to die
So I'll deal with it for another day

I'm telling the world today
That no one could FEEL the same
Because no one's knows how I really feel
Words just cannot explain