Ive got so much confusion in my mind,
that sometimes my thoughts aren't so kind.
i hate thinking that way,
because i just want to go play.
only a few friends would let me go,
but even my innermost thoughts they don't even know.
people think they know whats best for me,
but really they don't have a clue how things should be.
i don't know if they want to be there,
and i still wonder if they really do care.
to them everything is just a a game,
and no matter what, they'll get tons of fame.
life doesn't always work out like that,
and they'll end up getting walked on like a mat.
it took me a long time to realize thats how i was,
so i changed so i wasn't doing everything just because.
now i have reasons for the way i live,
and i concentrate more on the things i give.
my friends are what matter the most,
so just for them, my life will be more than just a coast.
