Everything seems a mess
cant help this feeling
cant help but feel distressed
keep my feelings hidden away
its all gonna come crashing down someday
one day i hope you will see
how much you mean to me
while you sleep with your pride
you'll be wishing i could hold you tight
remember how it felt so right
iv never been the kind to let my feelings show
but I'm doing that now just so you know
I'm falling deeper and deeper into this hole
i wish i could just let go
ill be what you want
ill be your friend
ill hide my feelings
ill try to pretend
so many things running through my head
stupid ideas of where i would impress you
with every word i said
so ill sit here and wait
For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me