Survivors of life.

I'm dying.
Crying.
Giving up today.
Failing.
Suffering
in every other way.
Tears.
Lies.
Pain in all my times.
Hurt.
depart.
Leave my aching soul.
I try too hard.
So hard to survive.
Alive.
Strive.
Almost too late to revive.
Blinded.
Eyes glued shut.
Rot.
Searing hot
pain is what I've got.
Handling with all percent
of my strength.
Refusing.
Defusing the bomb
that claims my body.
I see no end,
my friend.
No one to depend. . on
Beneath this sun.
I rebuke.
And contribute
to my nightmares
and my fears.
No hands
to hold me.
No arms to console. . .me.
Alone.
Too far away
from home.
Distant.
Miles.
Separation.
Preparation for the end
of my devastation.
Alteration in my life
For better comprehension.
Cave!
Save me!
Before I'm terminated.
Annihilated.
Obliterated.
Taken out of favorite
top survivors of. . .life.