Never and When

I will never understand
how he could be in love with her
and turn around and kiss me.
I just don't know why
it hurts him so deeply
now that she's gone
if he didn't truly love her.
Maybe he did.
Where does that leave me?
I'm here for him,
like I've always been
but in his heart
he wants to be with her.
I will never understand
why I want him to be happy
even if it has to be with her.
Where does this leave me?