Or is it?

You're now always running through my mind
when you don't deserve to be
to me you were always so kind
all my weakness drop to my knees

you let me go
why didn't you respond to me
every day you watched me grow
and you didn't explain anything to me

but see now you need me
what happened when i needed you
you weren't there when you needed to be
but i was there when you needed me

i think you're just a coward
you do need me, but you don't show it
I'll keep my head as high as a tower
i don't want this love game, i need to quit

i just have this feeling you're thinking of me
and thinking before she was just lies
and that maybe she just wanted me to see
a lot of thing we should be

but baby it wasn't all lies
maybe you should just admit it
its too late I've packed my goodbye's
or is it?