Whats happened?

On the eighteenth year,
When your world is perfect.
Nothing is wrong
Everything and one you need
Surrounds and supports you.
What should you do
when it all comes crashing down?
The ones you love are dieing,
The one you loved
Has turned their back on you.
How can one simple thing
Go from wonderful to horrible?
Eighteen.
Why is one day enough
To change the entire life?
As tears spring to your eyes
And your heart beats erratically,
Smile at your surroundings.
Pretend nothing is wrong
Let no one in and nothing out.
As you rot inside,
Shine on the outside
So to show to everyone,
That nothing can harm you.