Teary Eyed

Teary eyed
Chip faced
And stress approved
Ive lost a major fight
Between heart and mind
Blood soaked dreams
Fill my night
Just as my fears turn into tears
And leak upon my pillow
Fatal words that have no meaning
to most
Cut upon my throat
And kill my soul
It is so very hard
Knowing this could be it
But anticipation is even worse
Knowing the hurt that was felt
Way back within my past
Is about to reacure
And still I am teary eyed
From all the tears I have cried