Out of place

In every part of my body
u left a scars ill never get to heal
u made me cry tears of blood
and have the worst of fears

u took me away
from everyone i loved and cared
i wasn't no longer being me
i was no longer free

i thought nightmares were only in dreams
and hell was a place id never get to be
but with u nothing was rite
u were worse than hell and nightmares combined

i wanted to cut my wrist
to feel no longer pain
i was devastated , and out of pace

i couldn't find an answer
to all the the questions i had in mind
so many things Ive lost and couldn't find

i was in a dark place , with no way out
wen i got shot faced down
u took my last breath
and last seconds of life
but life goes around
and u'll have Ur time to die
and hopefully is as worst as it was mine.....