Soon tired

It's been so long
since the last time I wrote
I couldn't find the words
to express i feel alone

this feeling of solitude
wont let me in peace
I tryed to change my attitude
it didn't give me release

like everybody
I want somebody to love me
when my heart wants someone
just wouldn't stay to hold me

I know I realize
it wasn't meant to be
anymore my heart wont take
tired soon I will be

my heart doesn't heal fast
is obstinate as I'm
tends ti live in the past
trying to find his better half