You made me not want to come

When you first left us,
Every Thursday you would call,
Now I wouldn't know if you were ill,
Cause I don't hear from you at all,

Every Friday night we would,
Go out for tea then go to a playground,
Till fun with the next door neighbors,
Son you had found,

Every weekend turned into a fortnight,
It seemed like spending time with you alone,
Became a constant fight,

Every second weekend turned into,
Only a few days a year,
Cause going to see you is what I mostly,
Feared,

You picked and judged me,
I felt not wanted in my own fathers home,
It felt like I was on someone Else's ground,
And I was in a war zone,

You made me sad spending time with you,
Was not fun,
Its your fault you don't see me today,
You made me not want to come!!