Dad

I cant think of one nice thing about you,
I cant say I love you or I like you to,
I wont ever hug you,
I cant even look in your eyes,
I feel weird calling you dad,
Cause a dad you don’t despise,

I will never tell you to come back into my life,
Not after all the hurt and pain you caused,
And all the anxieties and strife,
I have gotten over you I hope you can see,
That now you are as good as dead to me,

All these things I feel I hope you know why,
As soon as I hear your voice or your name,
You darken my sky,
You ditched time with me and spent it with him,
The line you skated on in my life,

You have wrecked everything you mean nothing,
To me at all anymore,
Cause the love and care you apparently showed,
Was pathetic and poor!!