I'M THANKFULL

by Nonna   Mar 26, 2007


I'm done, it's my end and it's the end, the end of my life, the end of me, the end of pain, don't think babe that it doesn't hurt, and don't even try to convince me that I will be OK, and don't try to show me how much you care, and don't even try to tell me that it was the only solution, cause it was not, we both know that it was not the right way, you chose to be far, you chose not to be with me, you chose to end this, it's your choice, not the destiny, nor the fate, you made this, you made this situation, and you wanted to convince me that it's not yours, babe please show me more respect, I'm not that naive girl you once knew, not her anymore, I can understand what's going around me, I can take decisions, I can separate between wrong and right, I'm able now to raise my voice, to say whatever I want to say, I can tell you that you are a liar, I can tell you that you even don't deserve me, you don't deserve my love, and if you still want to know if I still love you or not, so here is the answer, yes I love you, it's the truth, but why can't you just understand that I do prefer to pain and suffer, I prefer to feel these bad and sad feelings but not to be yours again, not to feel like an idiot, not to be a toy that you have the control on it, I don't hate you because you learned me a lot of things, from your pain I learned how to be strong, and from my suffer I learned how to be tough, from your games I learned how to be smart, and from your betrayals I learned not to ever trust anyone, from your eyes I learned how to lie, and from your touch I learned how to be solid, yes dear I should be thankful for all of this and yes I'm thankful, you helped me in being the one I am now, you learned me to take decisions by my own, you will always have your special place in my heart but you will never know that.

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