Always look back

Before you I've never had a doubt in my life, I knew my fate, my destiny, I knew everything before hand, I knew where my life was going and I knew I was destined to be another no one, another person who just went through his life with no meaning, no reason, and no one to spend my life with.

After meeting you I found out there was more to life than fighting and arguing, I learned I was able to do more, learned that I could change my destiny, my fate, change my whole life, I wanted to change my life with you in it, and start all over, with us being there for each other, watching out for each other, protecting each other, and always telling each other how we feel in any moment, situation, or even subject.

Before being with you I had no one to be there for me, no one who knew what I felt and when I felt it, you were different, you were shy, alone, hurt, and my friend, I always wanted to tell you the truth, how I really felt, and I wondered if telling you the truth was the right thing to do, I wondered if telling you that I love you was the right thing to do.

After being with you I realized god was on my side and he put someone on earth especially for me, I just had to wait to find her, after being with you I knew i found the right person, the one I could really trust, I knew I loved you like you loved me, I just wish you were still here for me to love you, I know one day I will see you again....but until then I'll "always look back"

Dedicated Mary, I love you and will always look back for you.