I dont understand

This poem is just about me wanting friends and wanting the stuff that people say to me to go away.

I don't understand
I don't understand why everyone hates me. Why do you dislike me.Why every time i am alone do I burst into tears thinking about my life. I don't understand why everyone hates me. I try talking about it but every time I do it doesn't help. You ignore me you don't care. I do. When will you stop and think that maybe for one second how I feel. if I was dead would you understand would you like me and say to yourself she wasn't half as bad as I made her out to be. You may think there just words but it hurts. I don't understand I want to die when you say those things. You may think I don't hear what goes on when i am not around but I do. I hear everything. and it hurts. I know you want me to leave and die and you wish I never came to this town but why. give me a good reason why. i don't understand anymore and I never will.