HAUNTING ME

Your hands are mine only to hold
living with my heart when it turned cold
feeling in this world like i don't belong
trying my hardest to still remain strong
your smile and pain will haunt my mind
the desperation for happiness i never seem to find
the loneliness in my heart the tears on my face
his heart and smile you will never replace
his laughter and tears are running through my head
your haunting me so much i wish i was dead
you can heal my heart but not my past
how is it you can stop your tears so fast
your smile i can still see from far away
but my heart still wonders why didn't you stay
the pain you caused what have you done
the games you played you always won
your bitter sweet love that i have tasted
all the time and effort that has been wasted