Scared

Patrick I love you
And you know it's true
That's why I would never
Even dream to lie to you

You ask me what's wrong
And I try to deny it
I finally have to tell you
So that you will quit

Most of the time I'm afraid
My feelings are so strong for you
I know that you care for me
And you have feelings too

But when you're scared to tell me
The truth about how you feel
It makes me scared and shy
And wonder if this is truly real

I can hear it in your voice
The emotion with which you speak
But I wonder when we meet
If you will turn the other cheek

I know that you would tell me
If there was ever any doubt
That this wasn't going to work
So that you could get out

I think you're in it
At least for awhile
Because you love to hear my laugh
And you love to make me smile

Just to hear your voice
Puts a smile on my face
And I know that joy like this
Would be very hard to replace

I guess I just want you to know
Something's not always wrong
I'm just scared of the future
Because I want this to last so long

Please don't be scared baby
To tell me anything
Every time you tell me your feelings
It just makes my heart sing

It lets me know I'm not alone
In this fear of being attached
It makes me not want to turn and run
And possibly never come back

So let's be scared together
At least then we'll both know
And tell the world we're here to stay
No matter where we go

one day i'll write for myself again lol