I don't know what's going on with me today.
I'm happy for you my dear love, but another side of me is really depressed.
Just the thought of you with her, gets me pretty upset.
I don't know what to do anymore other than just think about the past and wishing that you chose me instead.
But I know that can't be.
Only you get to choose who to and not to love.
I don't have that right because if it was like that, life wouldn't be fair to anyone around me.
Only you get to make that choice, not me.
Sometimes I wonder why people you like, don't like you back.
I guess that's just the way it is.
It takes you to find that someone to feel the same way so you can be happy.
I can see that now.
I was able to talk to someone to let my feelings out so I can figure it out.
Because without that, I'll been in tears right now.
Thanks to that special someone, I can see the light now.
The light that can show me what's good with me and you and the future around it.
And to get there, I have to say goodbye to you this way to make it easier on me to get over you and later on show you how I felt about you.
Maybe by then, you'll be ready for me.
By then, I'll be able to show you my feelings for you in actions and not words.
So be ready by then.
I hope you are.
My last words to you are Goodbye My Dear Love.
