Don't Believe Me When I Say I'm Okay

Behind the smile,
Behind my words,
If you look behind my words,
You'll find a sad little girl,
crying in the rain.

Behind the smile,
I am tearing at my eyes,
Hoping that it will all disappear.

Behind my words,
I lie to you,
When you ask if I'm okay.

Behind everything i tell you,
I want to disappear,
Just to see what the world would be like,
Without one more depressed girl,

Behind the smile,
My heart is breaking,
I've been hurt too many times.

Behind my words,
I am screaming to God,
asking him why is this happening to me?

Behind my eyes,
I am bleeding everywhere,
Crying tears of sorrow.

Behind my laugh,
I wonder how can you seriously believe me,
when i say that I'm okay.