When will this pain end
My soul where will they send?
I wish for death
With every breath
But the razor dare not go to my wrist
Nor will the rope I twist
From how I was made
There is no escape with this pain I will fade
To have till the day I die
Nothing left but to cry
To scarred to put the writs at harm
So I slashed again at my arm
How am I to end this pain
When will this agony refrain
I want to do it so bad
But I cant so I get mad
I'm too messed up to be saved
I'm too weak for the blade Ive craved
To go closer to the vein
But it wont so I'm in everlasting pain
I cant let them show
Or then they I'll know
My heart is hollow
The pill I could swallow
But the pills my body wont take
So til then till I'll just b fake
