What i've done....

What I've done is wrong
what I've done is frowned upon
but what is done is done
it was never fun
what I've done hurtful
what I've done is uncool
if i could do anything to undo the did
i would but my dded is done
I've hurt many who loved me
what I've done is sad indeed
i never wanted to in the first place
i was afraid of getting hit in the face
now my secret is out
i wanna scream and shout
if only they knew
how i wish it wasn't true
he took what cant be given back
my everything i lack
words cant explain
the feeling i feel of pain
i want to be forgiven
i want my life to keep on living
because what I've done is not me
it's not what i want to be
whit I've done is in my past
what I've done can not last
now I'm a disgrace
i should of took the hit in the face.......