Alone

Left alone and abandoned
by those who are supposed to be here
I must be too unbearable
because no one wants to hear

At night I weep
in the confines of my room
Then I must sleep with the light
because I am afraid into darkness I will be consumed

I am not able to escape
the nightmares draw me in
I am a disgrace to my family
but they only see what I have been

Yelling and screaming ignites the fury in me
A lot more than it used to burn
The rage inside is going to break out
for friends I love and yearn

Why do these thoughts of suicide consume my mind
Every day of my life I am meant to be unhappy
I've found a new best friend>>shiny metal razor blade
It helps me and lets my mind be free

The razor truly is my best friend now and forever
Into a fuzzy haze it sends me
only asking for my blood
While everyone else ignores me

My soul will always be cages
and my cries will never be heard