Staring out this broken window
I seemed to have caused yet another one
My life full of tearing open new wounds
Never fully healing any of the old ones
The world looks so happy
Why am i so sad?
I can't believe i did that
With something like that
I shouldn't live
Sure many people have done it before
But look at me
Think i can live with myself now?
If i could go back in time and tell you how i felt
How i'll always love you
How i'll always need you
But i had to screw it up
Just like i do with anything and everything good in my life
If i could only be happy just once
And not screw up everything
Then maybe you'll all be happy too
Happy enough to stop judging me
