Why?

Something reminded me of you today
i remembered why i loved you
thinking of you with her
it still hurts

you promised me that you'd never leave me
i still felt uneasy
you were so jealous
it ruined my social life

today i just wanted to die
didn't care how
didn't care why
why can't i just leave everything

i can't understand why I'm here
killing this time with pain
wondering if I'll forget you
like u forgot me

i don't wanna be thinking about you
I'm pretty sure I'm over you
its just when you get hurt like that
it stays with you longer then u want it too

maybe I'm letting shit remind me of you
maybe you just played too many games and screwed me up
can i just go away from here
pretending to be gone

I'll go on with life
damn it if i can't pull thro
these thoughts are getting less
I'm gunna get thro this