Shadows of the Rain

Shadows of the rain
Fragments of my pain
Left without a trace
Other than teardrops on my face
Darkness left behind
If you're lucky, you will find
Some person I call "me"
Who is just a nobody

I'm moving on
I'm stepping out
No going back
Without a doubt
For your sake I'm holding on
Without you, I'd be letting go

Crouched behind a chair
Pretend that I'm not there
Wanting to hide away
I don't need for you to stay
My hands are icy cold
The feeling if death I'm told
The thoughts of me dying
Make me think I should be trying

Scream in the dead air
Is there someone there?
Listen to the silence
Echoing with violence
From my slits I bled
A drop for every tear I've shed
Friends that put me down
A life that let me drown