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My life has turned into some crazy abstract!!
my emotions in so many shapes and turns.

where do i start to try and piece my life back together?? i am so lost in this pain inside, it consumes my body leaving me so weak.

i try to reach out for help, crying with so much mistake. but no ever seems to hear my roaring storm of crys.

the clouds are so black, filled with sham, and most of all self hate. my lies fall from the sky as rain. back stabbing every one that cares.

every one that has ever tryed to help i rejected, pushing them away, but be for i do that i must cause half the betrayal i feel. why cant i see that they do hear me, and they do try to help??