Missing You Brian Haynes

I didn't want to say good-bye
And looking down at you
I'm wondering why?
You were the glue that held me together
The one who said everything was okay
You also said you were going to stay forever
But on the 5th of February
You went away
Yea I was mad
Mad at you for two dayz
I was mad at the way you left
In such a quick way
I never got to say good-bye
As most people say
But I know I love you
And you loved me the same way
Remember at the hospital
When we made all that noise?
We felt like kids in a toy store
But with no toys;)
Now that I think about it
You got what you wanted
I need you at this point in my life
You knew about this stuff
You had so much insight
I'm ready to see you again
And it makes the people around me sad
But the people around me hurt me
They hurt me so bad.
I know you can see all the pain in me
Other people can too
But you're the only one
Who could tell me what to do.
I never got the chance to say see you soon
Even though I kinda said good-bye
Thinking about you
Makes me die inside
When you died, so did I, truly
And now I want someone
Who will love me unconditionally
Unlike you, I am not at peace
But the thought of you watching over me
Puts me to ease....