How

How am I supposed to have faith
When it’s never worked out before?
How am I supposed to believe
When it never comes to be?

How am I supposed to smile
When all that comes is a frown?
How am I supposed to be happy
When inside I am crying?

How am I supposed to feel joy
When all I’ve felt is pain?
How am I supposed to cry
When I can’t find the tears?

How am I supposed to care
When all I feel is apathy?
How am I supposed to love
When all I feel is hate?

How am I supposed to cry out
When I can’t make a sound?
How am I supposed to get your attention
When you don’t even notice me?

How am I supposed to go on
When my life just seems empty?
How am I supposed to live
When I no longer have the will to?