Time of The Heart

People say time helps heal all wounds,
People said it will get better over time..
It feels so wrong,
The agonizing weeks,
Try to move on,
Trying to live life,
It feels like I can't live life.
Time doesn't heal all scars.
What people say just feels so wrong..
I try to move on,
Try to be happy,
But the past keeps on chasing after me,
Flashbacks,
Feels like i'm reliving old memories
Tears stream down my face and trying to turn away from my past.
But if I try to turn,
The past stands right in front of my face.
Feels like I will always be like this forever.
The time of heart never works,
Where time heals all wounds.
They don't
I've changed from hurting so much.
If I felt it on the outside,
Then I would of died...

Would someone come and take away the pain?
No, i bet not.
Would someone be by my side no matter what?
No,doesn't feel like it.
Would more people ditch me for no reason?
yes,probably..
Life takes its toll.
Or even sometimes takes you ransom

Guess I know what that means.
I'm just not good enough,
I heard that prettiness fades over time.
But prettiness matters so much for people.
I'm not like that.
I'm not popular.
I just feel so pathetic.
Time of the Heart doesn't matter..
Time doesn't work...
It never heals all wounds..