Many of my poems are for you, you know that, but I want everyone to know that this is for you,
To my one and only friend and love, Julia.
If you are all I have,
Why do I push you away,
Do I truly want to be alone today,
No I do not,
I just can not see,
Why the hell you want to be with me,
I guess it is in my mind,
I guess I am ok,
Only because you healed my heart today,
You know I am lost,
No one to trust,
No one to give my secrets,
Of my life,
But now I am found,
Cause it is you I have,
Now I can see your feelings are true,
But some how I knew,
All along,
That you would make sing a new song,
No longer sad,
No longer in spite,
But tonight I sing for delight,
I sing out in love,
I sing out in joy,
For I know that I am not just a toy,
You will not use me,
Like they all did,
But instead you will love me,
Like I myself once did.
