The Ending

I run through the city at night
My eyes blind with tears
I can't even see the light
Your voice ringing in my ears
It starts to rain
I just keep running feeling the biting of the raindrops
I pass the book store the bus stop and the bakeshop
I'm too scared to stop
Stop and realize it all was real
But I have to face the fact
The truth is that it ended
I have lost you

I bite my lip hard
To keep myself from crying out loud
I taste the blood from my torn underlip

I just need time
To think it over
I flop down on the ground and tell myself to calm down
My tears have dried up by now
Cheer up, I say to myself, I can take this
But the rain keeps falling without mercy
The memory flashes in my mind
I've lost you
I've lost you
I've lost you

And there's nothing I can do about it

-this is a poem i wrote when my special person died