Sometimes I feel like I'm alone,
although I'm not the only one home.
Sometimes I feel like the world is empty,
of happiness, kindness and honesty,
but filled with anger, deceit, and lies.
The world is constantly rotating,
but it feels like I'm standing still.
My life feels as if it's on pause,
yet it's filled with chaos.
Although everything has stopped,
I'm fully aware of what's happening.
I sit back for a moment and observe,
curious to what the eye does not see.
Now noticing people I trusted are untrustworthy,
people I thought were honest are deceitful.
The people I'm close to,
are the people I want to be far away from.
That best friend you've done so much with,
you hardly keep contact with.
As your looking at everyone wrong in your life,
you notice the one most important person. The man who understands you, forgives you, loves you, cares for you, and supports your every need.
That man is Clayton Eric William Anderson.
I will always love you gorgeous!